Last Goodbye.

We had the LAST GOODBYE today. They don't get easier whoever says that is CrAzY. This one was different in many ways though. We have made it 8 months. Out of the 8 months we've seen and been in each others presence for 18 of them. So that means we are almost done with this thing! 

So whats four more months  So today was bitter sweet for us. We didn't sleep you never do the night before they leave you toss and turn, and Jon just talks and rubs my back and asks if I'm awake... It's really the worse part of it all. However, today we knew this was the last one. We've done three and this is it! So that was encouraging!

We got to the airport Jono wanted us to go in with him so we did. We had breakfast and off to his terminal. Every minute just drew closer to the departure and it was getting really hard. People thanking him and looking at us I felt really exposed. So I made the decision to just leave. We said our goodbyes hugged and kissed. As I walked away from him Brinn waved and said Bye Bye Dada Bye Bye Dada. I hadn't cried until then. I knew how much it hurt for him to be apart from us. I didn't look back you can't. It's too hard.

We hit the car and immediately you go into survivor mode. With out him we simply are just surviving g.We get two miles away and Brinn throws up :( Jon says he thinks she was sad and missed him :) Maybe! Anyways we are doing great. Miss him of course, however, life goes on her at home. We have reality to deal with because the last two weeks have been so blissful! 

So here was the last couple snaps we got of him! Enjoy! 

That little sign makes me tear up! 

Breakfast?

Our little family. I love it. We look really tired it was 5:00am so yes, we were.